"Jesus said to her, did i not tell you that if you believed you would see the glory of God?"
John 11:40
The 'her' Jesus is talking to is me. Maybe it wasn't originally when John wrote this, but right now it is. I don't know why i am always thinking my plan is greater. Why i often question God's direction in my life is something that i constantly ponder. I amaze myself thinking that i know better than the hands that knit me together. And if you're like me and do that often, don't worry, Jesus will quickly bring you to the end of yourself.
I have been so worried over things that God has had in His hands and heart since July 9, 1995. Things that he has had under total control and I've questioned his motive on every day. I vow from this very day to try my very hardest to not worry over things that He has taken care of.
Thank you Jesus for always showing me that you are better. Better than my fears and my joy. You're better than this world and better than me.
